My blog.

2008-09-08T00:06:00.001-07:00

I THINK THAT CHRISTA AND REBECCA ARE GREAT PEOPLE

2008-09-08T00:06:00.000-07:00

I THINK THAT CHRISTA AND REBECCA ARE GREAT PEOPLE

2007-06-27T04:10:00.000-07:00

I'VE MOVED. <3

PLEASE, RELINK ME.

and in a whirlwind of emotions, I have no idea which are mine.

2007-06-27T02:33:00.001-07:00

TODAYYYYYYYYYYY

Chairs arrangement was doopid. My fingers got all rusty. Three classes; 1.1-1.3

BOO.

During Physics, Vonne', Jeanelle, Christa, Ee Lin and I passed notes like good little children. ABOUT HOW HUNGRY WE WERE. HUNGRY BINNY.

Breakkkkkkkkkk. ZOMG. I SAW, SAW, SAW, ____. She is so cute! <3333333! AH. Just thinking about her makes me HIGH(: Yesssss, I am narrow.

History was fool of drawings of Hitler and Emperor's! THEY LOOKED CONSTIPATED. (:
And Jeanelle's pink penn is all horrible and ink dripping. Pfffth.

ZOMG. BREAK FOR THE REST OF THE DAY, MISSED TAMIL! :DDDDDDDDD

Same Break as 1.1, was walking God knows where with Pris, Clara C., Melodi and Izabella, and later Vonne' and Jeanelle. DRAGGED PRIS WITH ME TO SEE ____. SO CUTE.

Ee Lin, Michelle, Lee Min, Kim Ho, Izabella, Pris and Melodi are shorlisted for the run! AHAHAHA. (:

Then, for the stuppppppido CIP thing was running around the circle trying to get people to buy our lousy products. Yes, my friends. THIS IS PROPARGANDA.

JEANELLE TAN YOU CALLED MR TINLEY MR TOOTLEHEAD. YOU WILL PAY FOR THAT, GAY-PERSON(AKA KJH) LOVER.

Rainy days and Mondays always get me down.

By the CARPENERS(:

Binny,
I love you.

gimme an escape, gimme a reprive, gimme a respite.

2007-06-26T08:03:00.001-07:00

I really, really, really think that it's repition. All over again.

So fucking mundane.

my strength;my shelter, baby, you're all that.

2007-06-26T00:18:00.000-07:00

Art is really boring.

:(

History is OK.

:)

Physics is boring.

:(

my, my, my, haven't we changed?

2007-06-25T06:28:00.001-07:00

A year ago, I would never have written the things that I write, neither would I lament how immature I was, even at P6. My posts now are very different.

AND CRAP, I HAVE NOT A FUCKING CLUE HOW TO USE WORDPRESS, as I WAS GOING TO SWITCH TO IT SINCE IT'S MUCH NICER.

and let the comformity bring us back to reality

2007-06-25T01:52:00.000-07:00

School was not as bad as I imagined. Apart from the 2andahalf hour Assembly. Oh yes, we have the Walk-A-Jog on Friday.

DEAR LORD,
I PRAY THAT THERE WILL BE RAIN THE WHOLE DAY ON FRIDAY, THUS CAUSING THIS ICKY EVENT TO NOT TAKE PLACE. AND I HOPE THE TEACHERS HAVE TO GO TO THERE AND THE HORRID ONES WILL GET SPLASHED BY MUD AND WATER. I ALSO PRAY THAT THE CREATOR OF THIS EVENT WILL CEASE TO HAVE SUCH SADISTIC IDEAS IN THE FUTURE.
AMEN.

Jeanelle says everytime she says swim, it rains. Which is why she has been ordered by everyone to say it multiple times.

Was at the canteen in the morning with Nana, Jeanelle, Vonne' and Christa. Exchanged homework. THen went to hall for a VERY long assembly. I swear, I couldn't feel my legs.

There we go again.

Then, we had Contact Time. We filled out forms about how we thought ourselves. I think myself perfect, thankyew very much.

BREAK. <3. Burst out laughing when I SAW PRISCILLA TAN JIA LI SPORTING A PONY TAIL. I KID YOU NOT, PEOPLE WHO KNOW HER AND HAVEN'T SEEN HER YET.

MT NEXT. FUCKING TORTURE.

PHYSICS-Mr Pang is pretty nice. But his way of getting to know is a bit reptitive. OH WELL, HE IS MALE. THEREFORE HE IS EXCUSED. Was being poetic during physics and made up song lyrics.

FREE PERIOD. ZOMG. HAD A BIRD'S EYE VIEW OF SAID PERSON. *SMILE, SMILE*

HISTORY. Whoo. It's pretty fun, but we have homework already. Abso-fucking-loutely gre-fucking-at.

BREAK 2. I admitted to Jeanelle and Yvonne about ________.

MATHS-Mrs Soh is quite nice. I like Maths, but I hated Ms O*G. She was flat too.

HOME<3

And you, my bitter ecstacy have coined your way into me.
And for that,
I can't live with you

Binny*||

fuck, it's starting again, over and over.

2007-06-24T02:26:00.001-07:00

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL.

and you're kinda the one that gets my feverish heart beating

2007-06-23T05:34:00.000-07:00

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you, darlin'
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

Here is Gone

GOO GOO DOLLS.

AH!!!!!!!!!!

And why'd you have to say all those perfect things?

2007-06-23T04:51:00.000-07:00

1. ~~English Book Review.~~

2. ~~English Comprehension.~~

3. Newspaper Articles.

4. ~~Math worksheet~~

5. Tamil~~Project~~
HALFWAY DONE, DAMMIT. CONQUER.

WHYYYYYYYY IS SCHOOL RE-OPENING?

2007-06-23T00:58:00.000-07:00

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

I cannot stand it.
I hate you.

SCHOOL, YOU WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME.

Oh, no. I do adore my friends.

BUT NOT LESSONNNNNS.

OOOOOOR TEACHERS

Out with my fake emo posts. I am happy now.

(:

I hate school.
~~fuck~~

I LOVE LOVE YOU.
YOU know who you are.

2007-06-22T07:10:00.000-07:00

OH, BUGGERING BOLLOCKS.

Always wanted to say that. SODDING hell. It's near the end of the holidays and I haven't done anything I have set out today. My goals for next term.

1. ENGLISH, MUST MUST MUST UP TO A1. A2 IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

2. MATHS, IF I DON'T MAINTAIN MY A1 WILL DIE.

3. TAMIL, WILL TRY, TRY, TRY TO MAINTAIN A B3 OR UPPPPP TO A2. NOT A CHANCE.

4. HISTORY, A2. I WANT, WANT, WANT TO DO WELL CAUSE IT INTRIGUES ME.

5. PHYSICS, WILL GET A B3. SCIENCE HAS NEVER BEEN MY STRONG SUIT.

6. ART. I DON'T CARE.

Everything's Eventual, my dear, dear, cynical friend*

2007-06-21T22:32:00.000-07:00

I was an idiot for thinking you would be different.

But I'll wait right here till its my turn.

2007-06-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

I am just going to randomly shuffle my playlist.

AND FUCK YOU, YOU HAD BETTER GIMME A GOOD SONG.

Please don't tell her, it is.

Whatever, I have no temper to take flight of the vapid musings of AVRIL LAVIGNE. Shit yeah.

Emma is a good book, and Mr Knightely is an engima as any. *Adopts posh accent* MR KNIGHTELY. I think it's not very advisable to fall, and fall, and fall for the characters. All of them. How fickle.

Its due time that I start returning your phone calls, cause I discarded you like one would discard their once-only-once-worn clothes. And you're the one I talk to most unreserved.

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS DUDE BLOODY SAYING?

No, this child will listen to all the songs shuffled. Be stong, small flyermonkey.

OH, MY GOD. I am now listening to how Avril Lavigne wears the pants. DUDE. It's getting to my ears. I just changed where the shuffled songs come from, from my TOP 25 MOST PLAYED.

GWEN STEFANI, YOUR SWEET ESCAPE IS MY RESPITE.

THANKYEW.
THANKYEW.

iTunes.

"If I could escpe."

I like the Jane Austen style. It's highly addictive. As are her heros. Who are all utterly delicious. Yes, they are.

I definitely like P&P more, cause MR DARCY IS LIKE RICHER! (: But. Really, maybe because it's so publicesed. Maybe even overrated. WAIT. I DID NOT SAY THAT. SHUT ME UP.

MICH AND I ARE WEB-CAMING. SEE YA.

2007-06-21T03:03:00.000-07:00

Just realised something.

I am horribly naive.

Anyway, I asked my sister why people use Mascara, and she said to lengthen and darken your lashes. So I couldn't resist adding,"so, Chinese use it alot, yeah?" and she said," I guess so, yeah."

GOT WIMBELDON, SOME JAPANESE MOVIE AND ER. SOME OLDIES MOVIE FROM VIDEO EZY.

2007-06-20T07:59:00.000-07:00

Books I want:
(CLASSICS FIRST. A MUST, MUST, MUST, MUST, MUST.)
Jane Austen
Persuasion.
Sense and Sensibility
Northanger Abbey
Lady Susan
Love and Friendship
Mansfield Park
(I have Emma and Pride and Prejudice.)
Charles Dickens
David Copperfield
Great Expectations
Oliver Twist
Holiday Romance

STEPHEN KING
Cell
The Gunslinger

The Bronte Sisters
Villette-Charlotte Bronte
The Professor-Charlotte Bronte
The Tenant of Wildfell Hall-Anne Bronte
Agnes Grey-Anne Bronte
(Read Wuthering Heights adn I have Jane Eyre. ;D)

H.G.Wells
Ann Veronica
In the Days of the Comet
The Island of Dr. Moreau
The First Men in the Moon
The Invisible Man
The History of Mr. Polly
When the Sleeper Wakes
The Time Machine
Tono-Bungay
The War in the Air
The War of the Worlds

Chocolate War-Robert Cormier
The Importance of Being Earnest-Oscar Wilde
Strange Fate-L.J.Smith
The Midnighters-Scott Westerfeld
Clockwork Orange-Anthony Burgess
Deception Point-Dan Brown

NOW, FOR CHICK LITS. DO NOT CONFUSE WITH FEMINIST LITS.

1) A collection of trashy romance novels to read when I am feeling down, and unlike Jane Austen cause I'll just feel jealous that those Mr's are so fucking charming.

2) Meg Cabot's haunted series.

3) I want Newsletter weekly. I want to keep up on the latest political happenings.

YES, I KNOW JANE AUSTEN, STEPHEN KING, H.G. WELLS, THE BRONTE SISTERS AND CHARLES DICKENS ARE ALL HORRIBLY OVER PUBLISIZED, BUT THEY'RE STYLES ARE ALL INTRIGUING.

GET ME ALL THIS FOR MY BIRTHDAY, AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER, AND FOREVER.

2007-06-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

Went out with Charyl to Tampinese Mall today. And I finally got the full story about my "chio-ness." Go figure.

SURF'S UP IS SUCH AN ADORABLE MOVIE. I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE THE PENGUINS.

AND THE CHICKEN.

AND THE POINTY THINGY.

AND THE SMALL, SMALL BIRD. (HAHA. THAT SOUNDS GROSS.)

Whoo.

so, maybe you're still

2007-06-19T18:45:00.001-07:00

Your Vocabulary Score: B

You have a zealous love for the English language, and many find your vocabulary edifying.
Don't fret that you didn't get every word right, your vocabulary can be easily ameliorated!

How's Your Vocabulary?

A B.

~~Fuck~~.

2007-06-19T07:44:00.000-07:00

Dear lord, their sexy.

*smiles*

ACCENTS. BRITISH.

2007-06-19T02:40:00.001-07:00

Christa came over today. I'll upload the pictures later.

(:

2007-06-18T05:11:00.001-07:00

This has been a fruitful day. I have finished P&P and will move on to Sense & Sensibility. Though, I do want to read Emma as well. And it would be my deepest melancholy to not be able to read it.

Just watched the Harry Potter trailer. Que screeching. AH. I LOVE YOU, DRACO MALFOY. You're my favourite git. <333333

2007-06-17T23:55:00.000-07:00

Took a really long shower. Cause I was reading Darcy's letter in the shower. HOW ELOQUENT IS HE!

2007-06-17T20:18:00.001-07:00

I woke up at 10 today. Which is in improvement, since I have been waking up at 11 these past few weeks.

2007-06-17T09:14:00.001-07:00

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

You do that to me, and you don't even know.

2007-06-17T05:22:00.001-07:00

HE'S SO HOT, CAN!!!

*SCREAMS* (:

2007-06-17T01:28:00.000-07:00

I just sent Jeanelle an SMS in reply to her "I can stand arrogance to a certain degree."
"Yes. But when coupled with male chauvenism I am unable to stand the sheer magnitude of frivolous stupidity."

I love Darcy. So sexy.

2007-06-16T04:07:00.000-07:00

1. name: Bindhu
2. username: er. e-mail?
3. nick: Binny
4. what color (a skittle) would you be: red
5. chinese zodiac: dog
6. horoscope: scorpio
7. hair color: black
8. eye color: black
9. height: 1.51
10. fave color: green
11. Glasses: yeah
12. braces: soon
13. piercing/tattoos(permanenet or non): ears, one on each side(thinking of getting more)
14. pet: I hate animals.
15. postal code: I'm not even sure.
Have you ever-
16. cut you own hair?: yeah..
17. did something you regretted: YES!
18. hugged someone of no relationship (in blood) with you: yep
19. skipped school?: yes
20. Bungee jump?: I want to.
21. jump off a building?: Em. Is that a trick question?
22. dumped someone?: I'm too nice.
23. TP’d someone’s house?: COULD I?
24. Been arrested?: no..
25. won something?: yes
26. been rejected?: Yes. and it felt like shit.
27. been to a funeral?: yes!
28. used a lighter?: yes?
29. been on stage?: yepps(:
-Favourites-
30. Season: WINTER <3
31. food: PIZZA
32. icecream flavor: chocolate!
33. school subject: maths
34. Person: my friends
35. Books: fantasy(and sometimes trashy romance novels)
36. Movies: chick flicks
37. songs: I'm not picky
38. park: I hate greenery.
39. state: PARIS.
40. sport to watch: Where they take off shirts? (HINTHINT)
41. place: Room
42. bands: alot
43. letters in alphabets: B
44. restaurants: I'm not picky
45. cartoon/anime characters: SPONGEYBOBBY
46. tv Stations: MTV, Starworld and Disney
47. name for a son: Jennifer
48. name for a daughter: Daniel
do you prefer-
49. Chocolate or Vanilla or StrawBerry?: CHOCOLATE(:
50. long relationships or long friendship?: It depends.
51. dogs or cats or hamsters: CATS!
52. horror flicks or comedys or love stories or dramatic but educational or real life biographys: *smiles guiltily*
53. short or long hair: short
54. croutons or bacon: bacon
55. kissing or hugging: hugging
-first thing that comes into your mind-
56. Mexico: a funky lil hat
57. school: hell
58. Grass: green
59. Cows: moo!
60. Canada: stupid people
61. Mouse: mickey
62. Hands: caloused
-the past 48 hours, have you-
63. watched a movie?: yes
64. talked on the phone?: yes
65. cried?: no
66. threw up?: no
67. drank a glass of water?: yes
68. done drugs?: no!!
69. read a book or magazine?: yes
70. watched TV?: uh ya
71. looked in the mirror?: (:
72. taken a shower?: yes
73. taken picture with others or yourself?: THE CAM WHORE.
74. listened to music?: DUH
75. kissed someone?: no?
76. told someone you liked them?: nope...
77. thought of any guy or gal?: yes.

CREDITS. LIEN AND JANEL.

<3 YOU.

2007-06-16T02:53:00.000-07:00

Amazing what happened when he, bad boy extrodinaire, tried to seduce Paige, hardworking, meticulous. And who would have thought that he would fall, lock, stock and barrel, in love with her?

Kenneth knew it would happen, the asshole.

And she, she thought he was crazy when he told her. She rejected him.

Kenneth knew it would happen, knew that would happen too.

Amazing what happened when she, good girl and resident lip reader, was seduced by Donavan, intelligant, and bad news. Who would have thought he she would fall, lock, stock and barrel, in love with him?

Elaine knew it would happen, the idiot.

And he, mocked her by telling her.

Elaine knew it would happen, knew that would happen too.

2007-06-15T22:54:00.000-07:00

Gimme the words and I'll say them like I mean it
Cause the amber flame has been extinguished.

I watched a Stephen King movie with my sister yesterday. Seriously. Stephen King is a disturbed man.

Who else could think of such morbid plot lines???

"Danny boy, don't be a fool, take upon to break a rule."

2007-06-15T04:15:00.001-07:00

I like shiny.

I need to occupy my time well. Or I will go crazy. There is no doubt about that. And Blogger is pissing me off. I can't change the colour of my crap, and neither can I change the font.

DIE BLOGGER.

2007-06-14T09:22:00.000-07:00

All I can see is you.

And this is why I'm going out of my mind.

2007-06-14T05:58:00.000-07:00

"There you are, standing right in front of me."

I just came back from GRAMMA HOUSIE. I was writing all the lyrics to Signal fire on fat asses' whiteboard. Yes, my cousin's name is fat ass.

Don't ask.

"I'm closer to where I started, chasing after you."

2007-06-13T22:15:00.000-07:00

I need a good fic.

I NEED ONE.

This is not a matter of choice. Without it, I swear, I will end my life. I NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED a good fic.

It's like my chocolate.

Oh, I want chocolate too. But I'll settle for a fic. Since... IT IS SO RARE THAT I FIND A GOOD ONE!

Yes, you can see how frustrated I am. WHY WON'T NO ONE POST SOMETHING GOOD? If I could write, I would post!

I am aching to pick up L.J.Smith and read about the perfect males, with their suave moves and Don Juan good looks. BUT THAT'LL GIMME LESS COMPUTER TIME. *Wails*

oh, god help help me.

2007-06-13T09:02:00.001-07:00

OH, God. I have a splitting headache. I have no idea why.

Sometimes, I wonder why.

2007-06-12T22:08:00.000-07:00

You make me laugh, you make me cry. You make me hate myself, you make me hate you. You make me heart race and make it jump to my throat.

2007-06-12T09:32:00.000-07:00

Back with my psuedo-emo posts.
Jeez. Was watching Falcon Beach, and I re-read the post I posted earlier. I don't understand them. Ew. Males are mutants. AHA. They even have the same first letter. Proof.

Somehow, I highly doubt my mother will be as nice as she was yesterday when I was using the computer yesterday. Call it 6th sense or something. I want to get out, and not just by tamil tuition, either.

I need an outlet for my frustrations(no, they are not life-threatening, and NO, I am not depressed). And I highly doubt that this blog is the cartheris.

My diary kinda is though. But I would not call it a diary. Seriously. My ramblings are reduced to 2, or if I am feeling particularly literary, 3 per week.

And the random drawings? AAHAHA. They're doodles. But I must admit, I enjoy scribbling on my book with a couple of coloured markers. And I even write stories. Which resemble ones which are written by five year olds.

And as for my tamil. I am going crazy worrying about this project. And for my two english articles? I can't find them. Seriously.

I can feel my grasp of english slipping away. What with me punctuating every effing sentences with expletives and Singlish. Trying to wring my own neck. Not working.

I NEED a good fic. I need one. ZOMG.

I was reading through some of my old journals, and this came about:

"Like ew. I tink tht she is an f***ing b****. Y can't she die??? I dun like her at all, can?"

Kill me now. GAWD, I can't believe I wrote that. Imagine my pure look of horror when I read that.

Online, I was telling Michelle all the guys whom I like. Like crush. And all the girls I crush. Oomph. SHE'S GONNA MAKE ME A COLLAGE WITH HOT GUYS. I LOVE YOU!

I was also arguing with Jeanelle the weirdo about KJH. She truly believes that he is hot. That poor delusional soul. He IS GAY. Faggot. Queer. He likes to play kinky games with other men.

I also found this hillarious slammin' website. But I am waaaaaaaay to lazy to type the URL out.

"And I wondered, over and over again. Cause all I could think about was you."

2007-06-12T05:53:00.000-07:00

EFFING HELL!!!!!!!!!
THEY. ARE. HAVING. BLOODY. SEX. ON. THE. BEACH.

Not that he didn't take his previous girlfriend there either. But he's in bloody love with her. And he has bloody sex with her there. Males are retarded.

Said previous girlfriend is with current girlfriend's brother. And they are in love.

First "he"'s best friend's girlfriend and him are in effin' love and all.

Perfect, eh???

FIRST COUPLE: screwed up like hell.
Her family is in ruins. And all he wants to do is have sex with her. I marvel at how one track minded males are.

SECOND COUPLE: Their druggies. DUDE. The guy also detests first guys guts. For: going out with second guy's sister. And having gone out with second guys girl.

THIRD COUPLE: She's pregnant. Enough said.

Oh, well. Their hot.

2007-06-11T23:03:00.000-07:00

Name 10 ppl you can think of right off the top of your head.
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 10 people.
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names 1st. No cheating!
1.Clara S.<3
2.Jeanelle<3
3.Carissa<3
4.Yvonne<3
5.Nanthini<3(even if she thinks she's a sexy mama!)
6.Christa<3
7.Pris<3
8.Ee Lin<3
9.Clara C.<3
10.Anisha<3

How'd you meet 3? Same class for 4 years. Unfortunately. AHAHA.
What would you do if you had never met number 1? Be alot saner. Dunno...
What would you do if 6 and 2 were going out? Heh. Jeanelle is absorbed with KJH enough.
Have you ever seen 4 cry? No. Pffth. Get mad, yes. But not cry.
Where did you meet number 10? We're family friends, darling.
How do you know 8? Same class. I LOVE YOU, EE LIN. <3 peace.
What do you think about 7? Happy. Smart. O.o. and she <333 me. And she can get REAL moody.
What would you do if 5 confessed they loved you? Nani HAS told me that she loves me, and I love her too. AS A FRIEND.
A fact/or something about 9? She's obsessed with GB, Audi and Maple.
Who is 2 going out with? KJH. SHE WISHES!
What's 4 do for a living? Be a nutter?
Would you ever live with number 8? She'd kick me out. I have the worst habits.
Where does 3 live? Croucher road. MAN, her house is nice. (:
What do you like about number 1? She's quirky. <3
Do you miss number 3? Yeah. Haven't seen her since March.
What is your opinion of number 5? Boy crazy nut. But she's a good friend!
10 a power ranger? Ani, are you. I know she used to watch them with me when we were wittle kiddies!

2007-06-11T22:09:00.000-07:00

My new found companian, Mr Vicks Inhaler does not serve as good company. He is a tad bit stupid, and the only thing he talks about is cold.

Yes.

I made friends with an inhaler.

My nose is severly blocked. Like really, really, really blocked. i can't smell or taste anything. Wait, I think I SHOULD stop complaining. I should.

But I shan't.

Seriously. It's been 2 weeks and my tamil has not been done. And I think Chris Evans is uber YUMMY.

2007-06-11T06:45:00.000-07:00

Who knew I could cry this much...???
Reading Marauders Era angst. Wow. All of those fics where they contemplate their friendship. Damn, I start tearing up.

James, Sirius and Remus are hot. OK, Bindhu, think of cheerful things. (: I feel like drinking tea. Don't ask.

2007-06-11T00:47:00.000-07:00

God, my head is throbbing. I yearn for Snow Patrol and its' mellow vibes, but it is simply a catalyst for the pain.

So, my throat is not hurting. It's just this inspid itch that wants to be scratched. But is physically impossible.

My nose is all icky and my ears keep popping whenever I sneeze. I don't want to sleep, it's inexplicably hot. I want an air conditioned surrounding, but that would just be ridiculous. My nose will clog up and make me wanna die.

Last whole night, till about 2 I was using the computer, and slept for a bout an hour and a half. After that, I read. Read the books that are yellow and tearing. That's how many times I have read it in the past 3 years.

"You were never really here."

2007-06-10T07:02:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I <33333333333333333 MY SISTER.

She just gave me CANDY EMPIRE.

Next time I go, I must remember to get hre something.

CAANDY
CANNNNNNNNNNDY
CANNNDYYYY IS DANDY. (:

2007-06-10T03:44:00.001-07:00

My head is spinning. Ow. I guess I shouldn't be complaining. I feel sticky and icky but I don't want to bathe.

It takes too much energy. And I need something to read, not something to watch. But whatever I read makes my head spin and my heart go down.

I want to be in a cool place. I need a bath.

2007-06-09T21:16:00.000-07:00

Rules of game:
1: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2: People who got tagged must write in their own blog and state this rule clearly.
3: At the end of the game, list down some people to be tagged and NO TAGBACKS!!!

1)I wonder if people like to pee in the shower.
2)I always think that when I am walking, I will fall.
3)When I bathe, I can't stand the heat. When I am out of the shower, I yearn for it.
4)When people compliment me, I have no idea what to say.
5)I can't stand people who subtly boast about themselves.
6)When I read fanfics, my heart beats for the characters.
7)I fear not knowing.
8)I can twist baby suck thinga magees in my mouth.
9)I enjoy making people that I don't like hurt, then feel so guilty afterwards.
10)I hate myself ~~sometimes~~ almost all the time.

2007-06-09T06:04:00.000-07:00

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

"IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY", YOU SAY?"
Watch me go.
"WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?"
Larger than life. (LOL!)
"WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY?"
Today, tonight.
"HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?"
When I look at the stars.
"WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?"
This is how you remind me.
"WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?"
The Engine Driver(right.)
"WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?"
Back at one.
"WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?"
Everlong.
"WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?"
Patience.(Yepps. I think of 6 PATIENCE. <3)
"WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?"
Forsaken.
"WHAT DO THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?"
Someone to love.(hey, that answer is perfect.)
"WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?"
You were the last high.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?"
Big as the sky. (:
"WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?"
Everytime we touch. (that makes sense. eh.)
"WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?"
Sad song.(WHAT???)
"WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?"
Kiss from a rose. (awwww.)
"WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?"
I dare you to move.(move from your <333 for me!)
"WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTERST?"
I hate everything about you. (HAHA.)
"WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?"
Please don't tell her. (or that'll be a him"
"WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?"
Note to God. (oh, I did, did I?)
"WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?"
Photograph.
"WHAT SONG WILL BE IT WHEN YOU REPOST?"
Rape me.

EW.
EW.
EW.
EW.
EW.
EW
EW.
EW.
EW.

2007-06-09T05:39:00.000-07:00

Pissed.

So, you think that you can just leave?
_____________________________________________________________________________________

Ok, I need to forget about _____________. I need a chick flick to pick me up. One with a repulsivly happy ending. Or maybe that'll just bring me down.

2007-06-09T03:20:00.000-07:00

One friend dying, excruciatingly painful

Three friends dying, all consuming despair

Three friends dying at the hands of a fourth friend, how can it even be explained?

Reading a Remus fic now. Doesn't that explain his feelings? I love him.
OH, DURING TUITION, TEACHERS 3 MONTH OLD GRANDDAUGHTER WAS THERE.

<33333333333333333333333

Like, zOmG.

SO CUTTTTTTTTTE.

She was drooling and EVERYTHING. THen she smiled.

She is pretty big for a 3 month old, though. But still fluffy.

2007-06-08T23:19:00.000-07:00

ON A SCALE.
This falls over as stupid.
Fucking STUPID.

2007-06-08T06:28:00.000-07:00

In the conclusion,
within the shattered illusion,
her shattered soul lay deep,
the unbridled passion,
the intimate love,
the sweet, sweet remembrance,
gone.

No way, one way, forever,
there had been many choices,
each full of hope and despair,
yet he chose that path
and in turn hurt himself.

No where feels like home,
she yearned for solitude,
for a respite.
A home to embrace,
a love to look forward to,
Death to be steeled by.

His heart in antilock,
his anguish in rapture,
his everything.

I know it's ~~fucking~~ lousy, buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut, I need a form of putting my frustrations.

________________________________________________________________________

Expert from diarY.

"Clara paced the room worridely. She was standing outside the sterile white room. The clean, starkness of her surroundings did none to placate her. Her dear friend was making the transition from Supergirl to Superwoman. Bindhu, was a creature of pure perfection."

AFTER READING THIS, CLARA GROANED. CLARA, YOU LOVE ME, YOU REALLY DO.

MY SEXAY LOVE<333
DONKEY.
PUSS IN BOOTS.
ARTY.
LOVE YOU.

AND JEANELLE-Y, KJH IS UGLY AND GAY.

Binny
{God knows, you've got me sewn}

2007-06-08T02:24:00.000-07:00

"I do belive I love you."

Just had tamil tuition. GAHS. How I abhor tamil. Quite sure I am going to fail it in the long run, so why bother?

AH BU--. I want to go out.

I ~~want~~ NEED out.

I NEED A RESPITE TOO.

I need a good fic to read, to help me occupy my time.

I'm a hard core:

LILY/JAMES SHIPPER<33333
RON/HERMIONE SHIPPER<33333
TONKS/REMUS SHIPPER<33333

I think those couples are adorable. I do enjoy Harry/Ginny as well. I once read a ship: RON/RON.

I couldn't stop laughing.

I WISH I COULD BE GAY WITH MYSELF.]

[and you're my signal fire.'

2007-06-07T09:33:00.000-07:00

Wow. It seems I have made a habit of using the com till the wee hours, and take a bath. I don't know. I feel kinda scared in the shower. I have no idea. And I heard this crash before I went in. But I just went in.

Whatever.

GOALS FOR NEXT TERM:
1. English-A1

I have to put my best foot forward and simply do better for it. I know, I can. I have the "potential". Or maybe I don't. But I have to get it. I feel so upset just knowing that my grasp for the language is slipping away.

2. Math-A1
From 80.6 to 85. I really need to maintain my A1. It's just this fear that I have. I know my Math is pretty good, definitely not the best. And sometimes I feel utterly guilty. Those people, who worked so hard for it. They failed. Whatever. I have to keep the constant 80's.

3. Tamil-A2
I hate myself for not trying to do my tamil-but I see no point. My brave facade of being proud of getting a B3 is in shatters. I don't understand a single word. Yet, I will press on. I must get an A2 for it. I know people might abstain against it. But. Hey. I need to put myself a grade forward, yeah? i DOUBT I can get an A2, but what the hell.

4. Physics-B4
I obtained an acceptable B3 for Bio and a degrading C5 for Chem. So, I figure, just put the grade in between. For what its worth, I know my Science sucks.

5. History-A2
I want one. Its not just the fact that the subject intrigues me, it's cause of the idea of doing well in a well thought boring subject. Oh well, Li En and Charmaine said that they like it. I trust their judgements.

6. Art-B4
For all those negligable subjects, I want a constant B4. Screw it, I don't care. It's just ~~fucking~~ ART.

Oh, and my personal goal is to stop swearing. Like I could. I do realise that many of the 6 Pa girls look at my blog, and are surprised about the change in the way I speak, the way I blog.

Well, I guess we all have changed. The 6 Pa spirit is dwindling, the blog is dead. So, how about just laying off, yeah???

It's a Friday Morning, and I'm still here.

"You look at me, curious about what I'm made up."

2007-06-07T07:04:00.000-07:00

YAY! JEANELLE IS BACK.

I LOVE YOU, JEANELLE.

<333333

Thanks for getting me a present, and thanks for describing that hot guy for me!!!

I <3 YOU!

Bindhu.

2007-06-07T04:09:00.000-07:00

I slept for 2 hours today. I have no idea why. I was thinking about going to shower in while, then the next thing I know it's two hours later. And on top of that, my friend invited me to go out with her mom and her and do some thing. And I declined.

God, I am such a spaz. I can't stand not hearing people. AH. Reprive. I need one, I desperetely need one. I don't care where.

I cannot, for the life of me, find my hair band. And so my hair is all over my face. My fringe has grown a considerable length, therefore driving me to the point where I need one. SHIT.

So I have to settle for using my sister's one. It's so frustrating. I want a new iPod. Mine has the limited 2GB capacity. Maybe I should beg for a video and not a nano? Sometimes I feel so guilty for being so spoilt. And sometimes I don't.

You were never there at all.

2007-06-06T20:35:00.000-07:00

"Till the day, this I promise you."

Wow. Woke up really early in the morning. Like 8.20. Because my aunt/tutor was coming to ~~torture~~ teach me. Ergh. And I arranged for it to be in an unearthly hour because I was going to go out.

BUT. My parents grounded me. For some reason or another. Oh, well. I'm so lazy to do my Tamil, and the clock is ticking. 2 weeks is coming to an end, and I still have not even started a word of it.

And for my two english articles, I can't find 10 words! Not saying that my english is "pro". But I sincerely cannot find ten words that baffle me. Ah. Here I go with my complaining.

The Nanny is something that I am getting addicted to again. I was lovestruck with it in 2005 and 2006. I liked Mr Sheffield, the handsome heir. Three guesses why.

I need to get out. I need to. To escape from reality. A reprive. Just to.. get away from my family. A day with my friends, perhaps? I would like to go shopping, kinda. But how long till the novelty that I am spending money wears off? Besides, after the first hour I get tired and irritable.

I enjoy it as much as the next girl, but not too much. It'll postively drive me crazy. Besides, I might just need a handfull of captivating fics, and you've got me all strung. Yepp, the way to this girl's heart is books.

Sometimes, when I listen to songs, or read something, I feel like crying. Now, when I first listen to a song lyrics properly, and it's something out of a love quote and stuff, I get all sappy.

Yeah. The sad truth about me. And when I read such a sweet and fluffy fic, the smile on my face will not diminish still I see my sisters face. But when I read sad fics, I can't help it. I feel like crying.

"Gimme a song, and I'll sing it like I mean it."

2007-06-06T08:47:00.001-07:00

I didn't have anything to do, so I took a bath. Yes, see the sad life of Bindhu.
Shrek was great! But there was some parts, where only my cousin, my mother and I were laughing. My cousin sized it up as that the movie was very "Americanised" and since my mother and I are psuedo-American, and cousin dearest studies in the States, we got the jokes.

I really loved the part where the bra was burnt. When my male cousin(not the aforementioned one) said that he liked that part, we were intriuged. Could he actually comprehend that act?

Alas, the conclution is: Males are dumb. Idiot did not get it.

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE BLISSFULLY IGNORANT I SHALL ENLIGHTEN YOU.

It symbolises FEMINISIM. Since in the 60's as an act of reballion feminists protested by not wearing bras and refusing to shave. Since males invented corsets, they invented bras. DOWN WITH THEM.

During that part, I WAS LIKE: YOU GO GIRLS! ahahahahahaha.

I also enjoyed the part where shrek tried to relate with Arty, who is hot. Yes, I am saying an animation is hot. AHAHA. DONKEY IS MY SEXAY LOVE(:! PUSS IN BOOTS IS MY HOT LOVE(:!

Peace]

Wednesday.

2007-06-05T08:36:00.000-07:00

I can't stand the fact that I need you. Not want you, but I actually need you. And it erks me so.

Screw it all.

2007-06-05T03:11:00.000-07:00

I had it all planned out in my head. The perfect outing, meeting, the wonderful parting, the laughter. Yet, with all it's imperfections it was fun.

I reached Serangoon MRT at 1, on schedule. Punctuality and I have a rather love-hate relationship. The moment I am late, when I see my phone clock, which is 10 min early, I proceed to panic.

Alas, Clara arrived 10 min late. FANTASTIC TIMING, THAT ONE! We contemplated our journey and decided that we would go to Orchard.

We arrived there, we were slightly late, but it was OK. Our periless journey began when we took the wrong exit. Well, thats an exaggeration. But the outing's timings changed after that.

Walking the stretch of malls, we came across Centrepoint and the Haagan Dazz dazzled our eyes. In all its' ice-cream glory. We decided to eat at a Singapore Declicacy eatery where we split the cost of food.

We walked for a bit, wondering what normal teenagers did at Orchard when they went there. Apart from shopping till they dropped of course. What a fit our parents would throw if they found us frivolously spending hordes of money on clothes!

Ridiculous. Note the sarcasm.

Giggles.

Whatever, chica.

Finally, we decided to gorge ourselves at the aforementioned Haagan Dazz. 9.90, but it was worth every penny. Bet your salivating now, huh?

We took MRT back to PS, where we walked to Cenelisure. Or however you spell it. AHAHAA.

We watched a Japanese film, Hula Girls. I quite liked it. I thought the movie would be cheap and ridiculous at first, but then as it proceeded, I was glad the movie rid itself of cliches, but left the ending open ended.

We took MRT back, but not before Clara fell down. A kind soul gave her three of those sticky things to put on your cut.

WHAT???!!!!!

I forgot what it is called, OKAY???

We took many pictures there, and Clara still has about a quater of them, I think. As soon as they are uploaded onto the com, I shall put it here. I KNOW HOW YOU LONG TO SEE MY PURRTY-FACE.

"Perfect words never crossed my mind, cause there was nothing in there but you."

PICS!

I am smiling like a dork.

IN THIS ONE TOO!

My ---- smile!!!

Either we saw something REAL interesting, or we are just plain weird. Or Clara is.

My pensive look. What was CLARA DOING???

Our egocentric, egoistic, narcissitic, self-absorbed selves! Well, the egoistic one... CLARA.

OK, OK, I too have one. BUT... I rock. So therefore, that is negligable.

We're pouting. Or at least I am attempting to. Clara's got it DOWNNN.

What adorably silly smiles we've got!

Talk about unglam.

And karma is a bitch. Bit me right back on my ass.

♥|| Bindhu-liciOUS.(: || I just want you to know who I am. says:
Why are all of these OF me?
Lorong Halus has died. says:
I just click the random one and they are of YOU.
Lorong Halus has died. says:
eeyer.
Love you too, darling. >.="

GOH BEE HOON. Ah, P3 Love&P4 Love memories!!!

DON'T ASK.

Whoo. Too bothersome to put all of them up.

TATA.

2007-06-04T21:01:00.000-07:00

Cos you got my heart in a headlock
You stopped the blood and made my head soft
And god knows
You got me sewn

Jeez, I don't want to admit it, but you do. Somewhere along the line, you did. I don't know if it is my lack of social life, or what you got me doing.

Ha. If you read this, you'll laugh your puny head off. Stupid asshole. Feeling so restless. I don't know if I want to go out, I have to go hop into the shower, and then change into my clothes. I feel so lethargic. But I do want to meet Clara S., since I have not seen her in a long time.

I don't want my posts to paint a false sense of maturity, which I doubt that they do. But I don't want to portray a woebegone thirteen year old, who thinks that her problems are larger than life. Whatever.

I am kind of frustrated with my iTunes and iPod. How stupid of me was it to buy a useless 2GB iPod, when I could be contented with my 5GB Creative? Though, the Creative was a heap of worthless junk, no doubt, costing only $200+. Wheress, Doppelganger dearest costs the same whopping amount, with less space.

Go, on say it. I know you want to. "Oh, how the mighty have fallen." I know you, you love rubbing it into my face.

I need new music. Perhaps I should venture into the unknown, and tear my ears out listening to Hilary D---. Well, copyright laws. You know. How I get my songs is not exactly honest. Oh, well. If I get caught. Only a few hundred is actually _______. Oh, God. Ignore I said that.

Sometimes, when I read peoples blogs, I am shocked to see how different their literal selves are adrift from their portrayed selves. And how well some write. I can never compare up to my seniors, be it from LD or otherwise. I seriously have no talent for writing.

Yet I feel liberated when I do. Whatever.

I shall submit to the demands of my less than eloquent peers and modulate my words as theirs.

Wah lou, eh. You know, ah?

Which translates to: Geez! You know...?

I'm such an arrogant heinous bitch. Oh, well, now to face up to the heat.

And that my friends is a proper goodbye.

[Somehow, we lost ourselves. ]]

2007-06-03T20:33:00.000-07:00

WOAH.

"and I tried my best to let go of you"

Binny is going to Gramma's house after this(:
Good food. <3
Pesky younger cousins to bully(;
WHOO.

BINNY(: LOVES<3 YOU!(:

2007-06-03T02:09:00.001-07:00

"And I hate when things are over."

Woah. AHAHAHA. (:

Friendship.
The word that bound them together, cast around them, a cacoon of love and protection. He loved his best friend, his brother dearly. And he was stuck with a predicament. Cast away those loyalties, gain fame and single handedly be the cause for the world's most wanted man being caught.
Or, for old loyalties to draw a line, embedded within him, not unlike the fierce protectiveness his brother posessed.
He put his head in his hands, contemplating his next move, calculating his next mistake. He knew it would all fall down onto this. The woman he loved was on the other side, full of promises. His once only savior on this side, hatching a diabolical plan.

AH. BINDHU. IS. FRUSTRATED.

2007-06-03T00:48:00.000-07:00

Right now, I'm obsessed with OLDIES.

Not just remixes.

Stone Temple Pilots
The wonders
Deep Blue Something
The Beetles
Jimmy Hendrix
Led Zepplin
Frankie Vallie

AH! OBSESSED.
Especially with "Deep Blue Something". I love breakfast at Tiffany's.

I LOVE THE THEN BOYBANDS TOO!

TAKE THAT.
ALL 4 ONE.

OH, GEEZ.

My favourite CONTEMPORARY singer is Michael Buble. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. And he sings old songs. Maybe I should tune in the radio and listen to the mishaps that are played, not batting an eye at the incoridgible, incessant tunes.

OR. MAYBE. I SHOULD BE SHINY.

Whatever.

I LOVE STEPHEN KING!(The author)

zOMG.

Haha. Who reads Stephen King at ~~thirteen~~ twelve?

"Hate me or love me"

Binny*||

2007-06-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

Music: Fuck it, don't want you back.
Web: Fictionpress
Books:
The Black Book of Secrets-F.E.Higgins
Everything's Eventual-Stephen King
You don't love me-Jonathan Lethem

____________________________________

YES.

READING ALL THOSE BOOKS AT THE SAME TIME. I have this knack to be able to not confuse stories and books.

KNOW WHY???
CAUSE I'VE GOTTEN USED TO IT.

"You don't know what I feel."

Don't you ever wonder who this elusive "you" the artist is talking about? Someone that left them spell bound, enchanted and captivated or someone who mercilessly tore apart their heart. Or someone who is not unlike someone out of those oh-so-perfect cliched romances, with heart-felt words and sweet nothings?

I think that I think too much about it. Whatever.

But, really. Who is this "you" being referred to? Is the artist speaking from bittersweet memories of ones poignant with passion? And when they release their emotions, evicted of guilt, do they ever wonder what the "you" will say?

Sure, if it is a song, brimming with sweet "I-love-yous" and wonderful words, their hearts will ablaze. But what if they realise that those strong, powerful emotions are towards them?

Won't it be so cool to hold such emotions in your fragile hands? To be able to posess such PAZAZ as to influence peoples moods. Ah. The power of music.

and "I love yous".

I am such a closet romantic.

thanks for the memories, even though they weren't so great.

2007-06-01T04:31:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAAHHAA.
SO HIGH NOW(:

WENT OUT WITH SARAH.

I <333333333333333 YOU.

WHOO.

62 WAS LATE. He is obnoxious. I shall tell you further horrible stories about it. Burn bitch. Met Sarah. She loves me. Yes, she does.

We took 53. YAY! We immersed ourselves in the cool chilliness for half an hour. Then we went to gourge ourselves. LIKE THE PIGS THAT WE ARE! We originally wanted to watch a movie, but we had both watched all the movies. WAHOO. So, Sarah and I proceeded to the MINITOONS. AND SHE GOT PRESSIES. For her wittle sister and wittle cousie. SO SWEET. NOT.

Neoprints time! I look retarded in everyone of them. Yes, Bindhu is NOT photogenic(???). omG!!! CLARA JUST TOLD ME THAT ORLANDO BLOOM IS GOING TO RECORD A COLLECTION OF LOVE SONGS!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I am on cloud eight. Or was it nine...? WHATEVER.

We went to the bookstore after that. And we were reading this book. THE GUY IS REALLY HOT.

Then we got milkshakes. That we did not finish. We are such bad children. I can imagine a bloated fish up there going: YOU ARE CONDEMNED, CHILD. Or children.

THEN LIBRARY. Then I took bus to tuition. I was an hour late. Not on purpose. No, no, no.

"
See, I dont know why I liked you so much
"

2007-05-31T18:04:00.001-07:00

GOING OUT WITH SARAH TODAY. LIBRARY THEN J8. SO EXCITED. HAVEN'T SEEN SARAH IN SO LONG!!! <3333

YAY

YAY

Peace*
Friday.

2007-05-30T21:45:00.000-07:00

My iTunes is screwed. Again. Funny how I did not face that problem with WMA. And I have to keep my music in iTunes format, or I can't put in into Doppelganger. Oh, how the mighty have fallen.

"Everything I've got is swimming away."

AHAHA. AHA. HAHA. Different variations of "A" and "H". iTunes keep popping up. How freaking incessant. If it actually had my music, instead of discarding it I wouldn't be so pissed at him.

Yes. I am referring to a software as a HIM. Only a male would be idiotic enough to delete my songs. You know what they say, hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.

So I am contenting myself by going into Radio. Blog. Club. and reading the songs from Grey's Anatomy. My sister is holding the last episode of the 3rd season, and REFUSES to give it to me.

Ass.

Having my period now, so I feel like a tap. That goes drip, drip. You would think, this being the third year that I have been having this horrible thing that I would be used to the irritable moods that I often find myself in. I feel so horrid. Wicked is not the word to describe this. I imagine wicked to be heart-shattering. Oh, well. his is irriating. I feel like popping in a Panadol for the incessant feeling. You know, the feeling? Where you feel heavy and crampy, but you're not having cramps???I. HATE. PERIODS. My 2nd day. 5 more agonising days.

I want to go out tommorow, perhaps get myself out of Tamil Tuition. Anyone interested helping me out of my plight?

YAYS.

2007-05-30T06:40:00.000-07:00

"You make me stay, you're every line, you're every word.

Fuck it. I think you just broke my heart into a million little pieces.

2007-05-30T04:04:00.001-07:00

"On the contrary, my dear. It meant everything to me."

Sweet sorrow.

Feeling weird now. Not exactly a myraid of emotions.
Far too extreme.

I really have mood swings now. One moment I am content, the next I am deeply annoyed. My parents put up with it the most, cause I get pissed like shit at them.
I have no idea why. I guess it is because I am going through my "ugly duckling, teeny bopper stage". You know, the one where I look like crap and have such "pain" in my life.

Not so emo.

HAPPY NOW.

__________________________________________________________________________

and you've got me thinking about you constantly

2007-05-29T22:07:00.000-07:00

Ha. I am back to my mushy, mushy goo goo self. Three cheers for my squishy self. Whoo. I woke up really late today, later than usual. 11.50. No idea why. I think that I was exhausted from camp. During the movie, I was sooo excited, yet the adrenaline wasn't enough for me not to want to sleep. Man, that's a mouthfull.

I have taken to reading my friends blogs, and I read that they cut themselves. DAMN, that's taking the emo thing too far, no? Not saying that your emoness is a facade, but, isn't cutting yourself a bit daft? I do realise that pain is like a drug. Which numbs "the pain".

Nevermind.

"Ain't nothing but a heartache, ain't nothing but a mistake.

AHAHAHA. Oh, the story that i just read made me cry. It was so heart breakingly sweet. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Oh, well. At least I AM HAPPY

2007-05-29T09:20:00.000-07:00

I'm not smiling like a goon.
DAMN, there's something wrong here. Normally I will go all mushy, mushy, goo goo over those fics that are out of a heart melting movie.
JEEZ.
"gotta ask yourself the question, where are you now?

I'm a theif.
I'm a pirate.
HA. Figure out what that means, will you?
Sure as Hell going to jail in the near future.

GREAT.
I am doomed to be licking the jail bars.
Ha. Look at jail bait, isn't she tasty?
ohhh well.
______________________________________________________________________________

"Pffth. Next thing you know, you'll have got me spilling gallantries."

So hollow, baby, so hollow.
I've touched your lips, you've touched mine.

ONE WORD TO SAY.
ICK.
Ooh. it's not a word is it?

That's not right, yeah?

♥Binny_theQUEEN(: ||    "My soft reprieve.."     says:
chechi. Doppelganger won't switch off.
♥Binny_theQUEEN(: ||    "My soft reprieve.."     says:
oh, wait, he just did
you're my favourite thing. says:
SHIT HEAD.
♥Binny_theQUEEN(: ||    "My soft reprieve.."     says:
I hope your hat gets lost.

My sister's and my MSN conversation.
Such love.

♥
gotta ask yourself the question, where are you now?

2007-05-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

The camp was interesting, to say the least. Welcome to the world of second rate showers, hair cleaning in the sink and putrid stenches. It's camp bath time at it's least glamorous. Yes, oh. My hair is completely clean, without a doubt. My body on the other hand, has suffered in silence, smelling like onions.

Yes. I smelt like onions. Cover your noses, people. It'll save you the pain. Whenever I read -----'s blog, I feel so inclined to update my blog it is scary. And I scan my computer for notepad cause Blogger is freakin useless.

Oh, yeah. Back to the topic of smell.

Wait.

That's wrong. Forget I said that.

The first day, I came half an hour early, obeying like a loyal servant to ________ the "Queen". Humble servants, let us join together in our fortitude. Oh, the torture. Seriously, it was redundant, what with the completely ridiculous character changes and stuff.

Wells. Bindhu is lucky that she is not crushing any of the seniors, then she would have to worry about how she looks in front of them.

"on my knees, I ask for one last dance"

After the oh so important meeting, we met with the other levels and joined hands and sang "To Praise be to Bindhu". No, really, we did. And everyone bowed down to the shrine of me. And I am shiny.

OKKK, crazy. That was random.

And so is this:

WHWHAHAWHAUIEHGEAIGJHEI0TGJPWDO,SE9YIA FYHBRIP!

Ignore that sudden burst of insanity. They attempted to captivate us into icebreakers. And somehow, Bindhu was the child of all Teasing. And, THAT, is not an exaggeration. Too bad they don't have an efinity for me. Or, do they? DON'T THINK DIRTY, BINDHU.

Let's clean my head.

Wait.

It's already immaculate.

After them, we were split into groups and were told that we would be doing everything with them. Right. Sure, we did. My group name was Hookers.... ARGHHHHH. Well, not many people venture to lower themselves to be chickens. It's a whole new level of stupidity. Joy.

Going into our sleeping rooms, doing the aforementioned thing of bathing in the nice toilets. WHOOPEE. Sing for joy, people. I can hear the choir. IS THAT MY MELODIOUS VOICE I HEAR?

The Dinner was great, and we were opposite the GB girls, who were choking down their healthy dinner. We, on the other end, had junk food. The Whole nine yards. Michelle took my pizza. *POUTS* Not the entire thing, I would have killed her first. And man, killing is fun. So sue me. I like sharp and pointy objects.

YES, Have I told you our dinner? KFC and Canadian Pizza. I was very surprised that they would serve us edible food as opposed to the crap that is normally served to us. And boy, I didn't have ONE problem finishing MY food.

The Sec 4 Farewell was not mushy, and the Sec 2's and 3's were great(:.

Elections were fine, congrats to Fanya who is level head(:.

You see,the nominees, we were supposed to stand outside with Sivanyaa(I don't particularly know how to spell her name, sorry, my minions). She popped her eyeballs out really disturbingly too. Woosh.

Macs breakfast was good, yummy and made Binny happy. ((:

PIRATES!

NOT GOING TO REVEAL ANYTHING...
BUT...

JOHNNY DEPP AND ORLANDO BLOOM <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

ARE SO HOT!!!
AH.

They are yummy.

There was this part where Will was kissing Elizeabeth's knee, and Shabbna and I were giggling while Clara was saying that it should be censored.

Shabbna and I were waiting with bated breath to see them kiss.

AND WE WERE REWARDED WITH A GREAT ONE.

Gawd, we're sick bastards.

WHATEVER,

JOHNNY DEPP<3333

ORLANDO BLOOM<3333

"my undoing, my pain and my death."

2007-05-27T05:48:00.000-07:00

LIMEWIRE, FICTIONPRESS AND BLOGGER ARE SO FUCKING IRRITATING!

2007-05-26T23:41:00.001-07:00

How does it feel like knowing?
Yeah. You.
__________________________________________________________________________________
I don't know if I want to leave for camp tommorow. It's mere lethargic wariness. But I don't feel like going and making a pure fool of myself during the Farewell.
What is the comforting part of it is that I doubt that any of the seniors expect much of us, the "Novices".
I refuse to go to school at freakin 9 just to practice.
Cause, GEEZ, we are not going to be able work. We do not work well together.
I am pretty sure _____ is going to repent.
Well, I'll kick her.

"Yeah. You don't know when you do that thing, and it breaks my heart."

2007-05-26T04:59:00.000-07:00

I may run and hide
When you're screamin' my name, alright
But let me tell you now
There are prices to fame, alright
All of our time spent in flashes of light

_____________________________________________________________________________

2007-05-25T19:42:00.000-07:00

Oh, yah. I forgot to say.
I went to Vivo yesterday with Lee Min and Melisa.
WOOH!
WE WENT TO CANDY EMPIRE
We PIGGED out at Marches.
The bill came up to $50+.
WOAH.
Then we pigged out somemore in the theatre, eating CHEESE.
We were watcing SPIDEY 3.
Lee Min and I are so mean. We were laughing during the sad parts, cause Peter Parker's face is all scrunched up when he wants to cry.
And WTH is wrong with his and MJ's on and off relationship?
Seriously.
So irritaing and fickle.
The MRT ride home was super smelly.
Melisa and I could smell MENSTRAL BLOOD.
Ew.
*sniffs the air*
Waited for mummy to pick me up.
I was sitting on the hand railings.
So naughty, i AM.
WHOOS!
I just picked up my playlists and my Jazz one is the most played.
Cause jazz always perks me up.
And I get annoyed REAL easily.
My ROCK one is slightly weird.
WHOOS.
Kinda excited for LD camp.
Mainly because we are allowed to bring our stuff.
WHOO HOOS.
"I am so high, I can hear Heaven."

2007-05-25T06:39:00.000-07:00

My grades suck.
Granted, I am the third in class.
Yes, but my class is not very bright.
BINDHU GOT 533/800.
ISN'T THAT LOW???
HAHAHAHA.
Clara got 581.
And she is in 1.1.
A somemore.
Alot of my friends are there, lah.
HAHAHA.
I almost wrote fiends instead.
Third best class. Still EM1 one.
I think.
Whatever.
Got:
1 A1(Maths)
2 A2's(EL&LIT)
3 B3's(Bio, Geo and Tamil)
2 B4's(Home Ec and D&T)
1 C5(Chem)
__________________________________________________________________________________

Ms _______ says that I have an attitude problem.
Whatever.
Ms _______,go screw someone.
And that I know too much that I am smart.
Yes.
I know I am smart.
Big deal.
At the risk of sounding arrogant: It's true, ain't it?
She says it is obvious if I dislike something/someone.
What do you expect me to do?
Be a hyprocrite?
And WTF?
I did help with the class thing.
I cleaned the classroom and I helped to pin things up.
And _______, did YOU do anything?
I don't think so.
I hope you die, short ass.
The good things:
Smart
Articulate
Popular among peers(her words, not mine)
Confident
That's what I've heard for a long time.
Cause I am.
And it's very annoying.
My mom told ____ that I sometimes prefer the company of my P6 friends cause they speak better than my new ones.
I have to agree on that.
Not saying anything bad about you guys(1.3), but the thing is, when I speak to my Patience friends, I don't have to explain words.
Do you know how gratifying it is?
Being allowed to speak "chimly" knowing that your peers understand you and you don't byfar them in vocubulary.
Not complaining though.
It's more liberating with you guys.
You know about ---- being cute.
Strictly in a straight way.
Wahhhs.

2007-05-24T17:26:00.000-07:00

Your dad is some sort of engineer or doctor.
(YES)
Your parents say, "Don't forget your heritage."
(YES)
You know what's going to happen in every Hindi movie before it happens
(YES)
You're father and grandfathers have hair on their ears
(YES)
An Asian woman comes on campus and people ask: "Is that your mother? Well then, is it your sister?"
(no...)
Your relatives' houses smell like incense, mothballs or both
(INCENSE)
Your parents say, "Calculus? I took calculus in 8th grade!!"
(HUH?)
You either really, really want to go to NYU or really, really want to stay away from it
(Not particularly. It's a LIBERAL ARTS SCHOOL)
"You want a stereo! When I was your age, I didn't even have shoes!"
(Daddy. Mummy was rich and spoilt)
Your dad still pulls his socks up to his knees, you know, the ones with the blue and pink stripes at the top.
(He has high socks. Oh, the horror)
Your family owns a tennis racquet.
(YES.)
You buy corn oil by the gallon.
(Sorta)
Your family owns butcher knives bigger than your head.
(YES. WONDER WHY)
You arrive one or two hours late to a party and think it's normal.
(YEAH! IST. Indian Standard Time)
Everyone in your family has pet names, which sound nowhere close to their real names.
(Kinda. Mine is something in Malayalam)
You are standing next to the two largest suitcases at the Airport.
(Yuh HUH)
You talk for an hour at the front door when leaving someone's house.
(YES. How irriating is THAT?)
When your parents meet strangers and talk for a few minutes, you discover you're talking to a distant cousin.
(YES. It is rather scary)
Your parents don't realize phone connections to foreign countries have improved in the last two decades, and still scream at the top of their lungs when making long distance calls.
(It hurts the ears.)
There is a sale on any item, you buy 100 of them.
(Yes. OH YES)
You have a 'Singer Brother' sewing machine at home.
(Gramma does. My mother and father aren't exactly... domesticated)
Your mother has a minor disagreement with her (or your dad's) sister and doesn't talk to her for ten years.
(Sorta)
You hide everything from your parents.
(YES! THEY ARE SO NOSY)
Your mother does everything for you if you are male.
(no. My mother supports the logic that WOMEN ROCK. But she does molly coddle my cousin, who is an idiot)
You do all the housework and cooking if you are female.
(NO!)
Your relatives alone could populate a small city.
(OH YES. Not just a small one)
Everyone is a family friend.
(YES. WTH is up with that?)
You know no one who has studied music.
(They are talented in it. However, the SCIENTIFIC PATH)
You went to a university as far away from home as possible.
(YES. PREFERABLY IN SPACE)
You still came back home to live with your parents after you had finished.
(Probably will)
Your best friend got married at the age of 16.
(EW. Clara, don't, kay?)
You like the meat well done.
(YES. Ew.)
You eat onions with everything.
(NO! But my parents like blending them in.)
You use chilli sauce instead of tomato ketchup.
(yays!)
You say you hate Indian films but secretly watch them with your parents.
(I watch only HIndi Indian films)
You teach Westerners swearwords in your language.
(YES! SWEAR, CUSS!)
You order Indian food in your own language to impress the people you're with but the waiters don't understand you.
(No. I am very fluent in Malayalam, thank you very much.)
You avoid public places when with a member of the opposite sex, especially if there is an acquaintance within a 250 miles radius.
(Males suck.)
You always say "open the light" instead of "turn the light on".
(My English is perfect.)
You secure your baggage with a rope.
(Isn't that normal...?)
You're walking out of customs with your trolley at the airport and you see all twenty-five members of your family who have come to pick you up.
(Yes. I can never escape them)
You go back to your parents' country and people treat you like a member of...the royal family.
(yes. And I can't stand them)
You're parents would freak out if your sister wore a crop top baring her midriff...but wearing a sari is perfectly acceptable
(Like my sister would wear a sari.)
Your parents call all your friends "Beta" whether they are Indian or not
(Kinda.)
Your parent are panicking if you aren't married when you turn 25
(I'm 13. A LOOOONG way to go)
Either you really like Indians of the opposite sex or you can't stand them
(can't stand them. SO UGLY)
Your mother measures wealth in gold and diamonds
(My mom is weird.)
A horoscope must decide your wedding date
(Yes. And my profession)
Your parents drink 6 cups of tea a day
(Coffee. Tea.)
You are sick and tired of answering questions about "the dot"
(The dot. Bindhu is not very piast. She does not go to temple, wear "the dot" and she eats meat.)
Your friends could not explain your religion to someone if they tried
(no. they are stupid.((:)
You could not explain your religion to someone if you tried
(hell no.)
You have cousins you have never met, whose names you don't know, but who insist they're related to you, even though they bear NO resemblance to...anyone YOU know.
(YES. So many, many)
Your parents push the concept of an arranged marriage on you and try and demonstrate how well it works whenever they're not fighting.
(They are doing that to my cousins' who are ready to be wed.)
You notice that whenever you go to another Indian's house, your parents always talk about work and business.
(YOU CAN PREDICT THE FUTURE.)
The second you pull out of someone's driveway, your parents start talking...about them.
(Yes. bad, good.)
Every few months your parents say when they're moving back to India
(No. NOOOOO!)
No one ever seems to call ahead of time to say they are coming over for a visit.
(They do. Sometimes)
You're proud to be Indian - and you pass these jokes on to all your Indian friends!
(Kinda. unless they are being stupid.)

2007-05-24T06:26:00.000-07:00

I need to kill fish.
Sorry, I have just developed a disturbing fettish.
Ignore my weirdness.
Much too lazy to blog about my day.
Summaried:
LD TERRIBLE.
During Afternoon Assembly, the message was: Mrs Cumar wants to meet Julia at the back of the hall.
The changed one: Cumar wants to meet you, Julia. I know you don't want to meet her. Who does? But you have to.

2007-05-23T05:13:00.000-07:00

AH! I HAD CHOCOLATE.I love love love love CHOCOLATES. YAYS!!!
They sold chocolates in the canteen today.
YAYS.
Chapel was super enthu.
Was jumping up and down.
And THAT, my friends was my morning workout.
The story of my life.
CHOCOLATE.
Went down during Lit to take the beloved sweety goodness.
Cristy, Sha, Michelle and Kim Ho took my darling.
TO HELL ALL OF YOU!!!
Math, glue was poured all over me. WAHA.
I took Julia's grape and marshmallow.
YAYS.
Which were dipped in chocolate.
C-H-O-C-O-L-A-T-E;
You're mine.
During English, **** was walking around.
AH! SO CUTE!
Not that I like her.
I just think she is cute.
I AM NOT LES.
Ramesh scolded me for looking out of the window. Oooers.
And I made everyone call the perferator the right word.
P-E-R-F-E-R-A-T-O-R
LD meeting was fun.
And sickening.
_________ and ___________ were pissing me off.
Seriously.
SO DAMN ANNOYING.
Oh well.
;&you broke my heart into millions of tiny pieces.

2007-05-19T23:23:00.000-07:00

The pitter-patterin rain washed over her. The anguish and pain was carved into her, she had to learn to live with it.
All the pain, all the suffering. There was nothing she could do.Physical pain. It was like a drug, it made her feel, it made her know that she was alive. It alerted her senses, and dulled the realisation. It was a drug. All the epiphany's she had had, all with unadulterated pain. It set her free.
"What are you doing?" a voice full of ice and armour whispered.
That was badly written. Really badly written. Geez, I can't even write properly. Fu-k. I don't think that I have fared well in my papers.
Oh, how the mighty have fallen.
I absolutely abhor my hair.
PICCIES TIME!

My head looks obscure and huge. Screw it.

ASS-ther was on us. Wait. Ew. Forget i said that.

Cheese. WHOOS((:

YAYSIES! i HAVE no IDEA what position I was in. Don' ask. I am beautiful.
But weird.

Sha, Sha, Sha, you bad girl.

2007-05-19T09:31:00.001-07:00

Your English Skills:

Grammar: 60%Punctuation: 40%Spelling: 40%Vocabulary: 40%

http://www.blogthings.com/doesyourenglishcutthemustardquiz/">Does Your English Cut the Mustard?

Yes. Flabbergasted looks.
My Vocab is 40&.
Perhaps I need to speak better. Watching a Haunting now. But am preoccupied with the computer.
I have just decided to wisely dedicate my time to pouring over my seniors' blogs. And I have found out one thing.
They write impeccably.
Yes, they do.
It's rather plauging. I doubt that I will ever mature to that of their standard. The way they string their sentences together deserves much applause.
"Look who's alone now"
I just can't seem to stop editing my blog. Multiple posts a day are as rare as cheerful mornings, but are a source of befuddlement. I can never figure out why I like doing so.
Oh, the mysteries of life.
My fingers are at overdrive, simply typing and typing,and my eyes are fixated at the screen. I doubt anything is registering.
"And all the fu-king shit that they can find."
Seriously.
This show gives me the creeps. But I cannot deny that it intrigues me.
The hidden world, sounds so mysterious.

With you pernickety little bastards in your fancy dress.
Something keeps flashing, it really causes me to recoil in fear.
The pendant is being held at the throat of the women.
Moreover, the hollow of her throat.
Did I disappoint you?
Sleep has been my irregular companion, oly inteacting with me at the most inoppurtune times.
Yes, you heard me.
I hate sleeping.
I love sleeping.
This show creeps me out.
I shall continue typing so that I don't die of fright.

2007-05-19T07:47:00.001-07:00

I DON'T KNOW BUT I'VE BEEN TOLD.
1-3 GIRLS ARE MADE OF GOLD
WE WILL FIGHT AND WE WILL WIN!
CHAMPION, CHAMPION IS OUR THEME!!!
<33333
HEY 1-3,
YOU'RE SO FINE
YOU BLOW MY MIND

iDiscover Camp 2007

2007-05-18T23:32:00.000-07:00

YeS.
I have returned.
Please hold your applause.
HOLD IT.
Yes. I bet you are all at the edge of your seats, dying to know what happened.
DAY 1
I met Annabella Ong, Jolyn, Melisa, Cristy and Michelle at Macs.
Ate it.
MUHAAHAHA.
Met Ee Lin, Christa, Jeanelle and Yvonne at the hall, and of course sat with them. ((:
We had an extremely boring briefing.
FOLLOWED BY ICEBREAKERS!!!
YAY!
Bindhu was enthu and she introduced herself as so:
"I am Bindhu, I am from ELDDS and I enjoy plotting to take over the world."
OH YES I DO.
Can you imagine the diobolical plans I have come up with???
*evil laugh*
After that, we were told to put our shit-I mean bags in our Dorms.
WOOHS!
And then, we made our class flag and we went through the cheers.
When we became enthu I started liking the class.
WOOHS!
Then it was team-building games!
It was super fun.
For an English-y game, Bindhu was sabo-ed to make the wordsies.
I ran around in circles.
YAYS!
"My every hope is with you"
Bath time was... one of a kind.
It was fun, but it was really nothing compared to the P5 CAMP bathing time.
The male users, remember???
Anyways, back to the topic.
I had a bath outside.
NOT OUTSIDE YOU DIRTY NIMRODS!
Outside the cubicles.
WAH HOO!
Alot of people did too.
We washed our hair in the sink.
Then we soaped ourselves and threw water on top of ourselves.
Bindhu knows it was fun.
Wore my trusty Puma shorts and PADDINGTON BEAR T-SHIRT!
Paddington Bear is sooooooooo cute!
WHOO HOOT
Sang songs, did dance, played, o.o-ed, laughed at people and mocked Mr Ch-a, the gay one.
Yes.
You heard me right.
He is gay.
Gay-happy.
But possibly a man-lover too.
At least we have one thing in common.
I cheered until my throat became soar.
And my poor water bottle, so much saliva on it.
One of my classmates is afraid of the dark.
Yvonne and I were laughing at it. GAWD, WE ARE MEAN.
Couldn't really sleep at night. The floor was too hard.
DAY TWO
Woke up and forgot whom I went to the toilet with.
Too early in the morning.
Bindhu's brain was not working.
The old man is snoring.
D.I.S.C.
Bindhu had all three same graphs!
Which means that my public self, my private self and the way I am seen with my friends are all the same. YAYS
That means I have no facade and pretence.
I think.
Should be.
I am an I.
Which means I am influential!
WHOOS
But I think the accurate one is to actually take the two ones.
Which means I am an ID.
I-Influential
D-Dominant
My I's are very strong, and my D's are simply strong.
I rock.
The outdoor activity was captivating, and pretty soon we were all worn with fatigue.
Nevertheless, we cheered.
Bath time was the same.
YAYS
There were three slots.
1.1-1.3
1.4-1.6
1.7-1.9
SO I GOT TO SHOWER FIRST!!!
Christa was mean. I still <3333 her though.
She said that it paid to be smart.
LOLs.
Dinner was EWS.
Victoria and I were giving out the food.
So,we separated it.
And I said
Sooo, the stupid class gets this one, and the stupider class this one.
Then she looked at 1.* and said, and that is the stupidest class.
My camp T-shirt is like a dress to me.
ANOTHER DRESS.
YAY.
Our Campfire performance was shit.
oh wells.
I <33333333 YOU, 1.3!!!
The campfire was OKish, and it was fake.
Sleep is good. And I did.
DAY 3
BLAH BLAH.
Woke up 7.00
Christa and I looked at each other cause opened our eyes at the same time and we were facing each other.
Then we both closed our eyes, a while later got up, and brushed our teeth.
omG.
I jumped and jumped and jumped during Devotion.
OWWS.
Jeanelle, Mich and I took off our shoes.
And my feet hurt.
Oosha.
The class cleaning was funny.
Yvonne used Kiran's pants.
White pants.
Then Kiran screamed at her, she used paint brushes.
Mei Yu's brushes.
Then the rest is negliegable.

I LOVE YOU, SENIORS.
DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART.

2007-05-16T04:23:00.000-07:00

CAMP TOMMOROW((:
Not sure why I am oh soo excited.
Meeting people at Macs before heading to school.
YAYS!
With heavy bags.
Oh CRAP,
My PL Lite shirt, is a size or so too big.
Therefore, my PE shorts, which are Pri shorts cause I can't be fu-ked up to buy Sec school ones look non existent.
Yes.
You heard me.
I look obscene.
In a dress.
Wow.
Ew.
________________________________________________________________
Today was a slack day. It made me happy.
Lit-Watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
I like the movie. Johnny Depp is so damn hot. Damn, I wanna jump him.
Math-Ong Ong lets us do whatever we want.
YAY!
English-Ramesh didn't come.
HOORAH!
Yvonne and I were trading sick stories.
I enlitighened Annabella, Kim Ho and Lee Min about climaxes.
And orgasms.
And alot of things.
Yes, my dear children.
Thing.
Sick stories that I mentioned earlier???
Yeah. Alot of them.
Horny, erotic ones.
Hell. They made me happy.
You are my everything.
;&it all falls apart.
Yeah.
It's me.
BOOH.
Simply ME.

2007-05-15T00:56:00.000-07:00

You fill up every corner.
So.
Yeahs.
Today. School was one of a kind.
Tamil was fun.
Yes, gasp.
Teacher let us go to the library to READ.
Right.
We read porn.
Well, not really.
Just really explicit books.
And for English, was supposed to have been doing my summary.
Needless to say, I didn't.
Wow. I am such a hard working girl.
OOOOH, yes I am.
I just realised something.
I've been out of contact with Patience for so long.
And I don't care.
Well, I do.
It's not like a sudden epiphany though.
If it were, it would be a bitter one.
Sort of.
I am in contact with them.
I just can't decide if I like it anymore.
Gawd, I sound so melo dramatic.
I suppose it is because we have all changed.
Or maybe I have. Everyone just seems so cocky and arrogant.
Yeah. I just realised that what my classmates tell me might be true.
6 Patience was a great classs.
But we were snobs.
Even me.
Wait. ESPECIALLY me.
__________________________________________________________
Oh, well. The truth hurts.
;And I fall in love with you more and more everyday.
Ew. That was revolting.
Hoping not to have math tuition. Yeahs.
I don't want TUITION.
******************************************
Class Tee.
Please, lah.
Don't pretend that you and your sycophants own the class.
When you depend on people like me for the class to be responsive.
It's a class effort. We are 1-3. Not just you and your clique.
You and your minions can agree on one ridiculous thing.
The tee is completely vomit-inducing.
I detest it.
I abhor it.
You were the one's who encouraged us to make our own designs.
Yet, you contradict your own words.
Mother Fu-kers.
Yes, I am reasonably indignant at you.
Class blog.
What the hell.
You close down the blog at the slightest problem.
Doesn't that simply show everyone how much pressure you can handle???
Keep the fu-king thing.
Just let us re-do it.
Give it a make over.
Give us the freaking User ID and password, for GOD'S sake!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
Wait. Since when have I become so witless and bitchy???
;You and your charm. You ass.

2007-05-14T00:01:00.000-07:00

I feel guilty. Like I have disappointed my mother somehow. You see, she called and asked if I wanted to go and watch Spiderman, but well... I would rather go out with my friends than you know. She sounded very quiet and disappointed. :(( Anywayys, I am very very scared for my Chem paper. I think that I may FAIL. yeahs. And as for the class blog, well, it's been deleted. They say since everyone is against it. Well, they could actually shift it to Blogger, which is SOOO much easier and give the user ID and password to the class. It is, after all, a CLASS blog. whatever. And am kinda pissed since for the class tee, they don't seem to LISTEN to our ideas and that mother fu-ker Mrs L-- acted like SHE was the teacher of our class. Like real, bitch. -(Person) got really angry at - (person) and -(person). They got the shock of their lives when she stomped out, threw water at them and screamed at them, calling them bitches. Then she said that she hopes that those two people get -----.

2007-05-12T01:02:00.000-07:00

Bindhu is happy((:
Bindhu is missing Tamil Tuition((:
Bindhu is listening to A.M. Sixty((:
Bindhu's bestie is sleeping over tonight. <333333
Bindhu's best friend is coming over tommorow. <3333333333
Bindhu's besties(Christa&Jeanelle) are at tution. MWHAHAHAHA. ((:
Bindhu is reading. <3333333
Bindhu's fav cousin is sending me more music((:
Bindhu loves shiny. <333333333333333
Bindhu needs chocolate.((:
Bindhu's bestie's mother is crazy((:
Bindhu'sister is a nut.((:
Bindhu likes Macs. <3333
Bindhu has Macs yesterday((:
Bindhu is jumping up and down.((:

Riiiiight. Wasn't that strange? Bindhu thinks so. YAYS. Was going to upload pics of things. But I have just decided not to.
Why? No idea.
See that girl, digging the dancing queen.
Well, relax. I like no girl. No boy.
I AM ASEXUAL.
Yes. Bindhu is.

2007-05-11T01:23:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Macs where Mich, Jolyn, Annabella Ong, Lee Min, Cristy and I were "studying". More like slacking. BUT I FINISHED ONE REVISION EXERCISE IN 3 HOURS! Haha. Kim screamed at us to come back, then we all turned around. When we were CROSSING THE ROAD. Then Cristy told COMMANDED us to run cause Mrs Lee was in the car! MRS LEE-PRINCIPAL! Then she wind down her window and said something to Kim. FU-K, right? But then when we called her, we found out that she was instructed to tie plaits. o.o so everyone said CHEH! At Macs, we were eating. And they said I was sick. WHATEVER. Lit paper was OK. HAHAHAHA! 1.1, 1.2 suffered for Geo. BWHAHAHAHAHA! Cumar did not teach them everything that was needed for their papers. HAHAAHAHA

2007-05-09T01:40:00.000-07:00
School is so mundane.
Not saying that life is meaningless and I am suicidal, but.
School is mundane.
It's just the truth. The only thing that keeps me from dying is my friends. Yes. My friends.
Just getting more and more confused by them.
Yeah.
Gawd, I sound like those depressed people who's blogs are excruciating to read.
The internet awareness talk today was boring. After that, stupid Yvonne messed up my screen. Was looking at stuff with Lee Min and Mich.
Funny stuff.
During Math, when Ong-ey's back was turned, everyone started throwing notes at each other.
Yes. Isn't that cool? Very cool.
It's all the little things.
What makes you different.
Makes you beautiful.
Isn't that sweeT?

2007-05-08T01:46:00.001-07:00
I never though I would say this. But I am head over heels.
With doppleganger the second! YAY!
Lit was OK today. Honestly, I find that the things we did originally was ALOOOT more fun. But that was probably cause it was.
I had Tamil after that. 39/60.
Yes, it is low, but you must bear in mind that my Tamil sucks. Went to the "toilet". Then I came back. AND WHAM.
No, I did not fall down.
The bell rang.
English was fine. I had less mistakes than Ee Lin, buuuut, Mrs Ramesh wrote on my book "that I could do better" and not on hers. Her words, not mine.
CHEM*Que spooky music*
GAWD, Ms Liang sucks. She really is very boring. Oh, yeah. DRAMA TRAINING IS $50++! But it is compulsory. >.="
HOME EC RESEARCH
First to finish. Cause I type faster than they do. YAY! Listened to Doppleganger the Second on the way home with Jeanelle-y.
Lee Min proclaimed us best friends. Then she said she felt like the third wheel. But she did not put it as eloquently as I did.*smiles bashfully*
Binny((:

2007-05-08T01:46:00.000-07:00
I never though I would say this. But I am head over heels.
With doppleganger the second! YAY!
Lit was OK today. Honestly, I find that the things we did originally was ALOOOT more fun. But that was probably cause it was.
I had Tamil after that. 39/60.
Yes, it is low, but you must bear in mind that my Tamil sucks. Went to the "toilet". Then I came back. AND WHAM.
No, I did not fall down.
The bell rang.
English was fine. I had less mistakes than Ee Lin, buuuut, Mrs Ramesh wrote on my book "that I could do better" and not on hers. Her words, not mine.
CHEM*Que spooky music*
GAWD, Ms Liang sucks. She really is very boring. Oh, yeah. DRAMA TRAINING IS $50++! But it is compulsory. >.="
HOME EC RESEARCH
First to finish. Cause I type faster than they do. YAY! Listened to Doppleganger the Second on the way home with Jeanelle-y.
Lee Min proclaimed us best friends. Then she said she felt like the third wheel. But she did not put it as eloquently as I did.*smiles bashfully*
Binny((:

Seriously SCREWED

2007-05-07T01:10:00.000-07:00
Right. I am seriously screwed for Lit and Home Ec. Maybe not Lit but definitely Home Ec. Yeah, I freaking am. Lit I have yet to take the paper, so going to study damn hard. For Home Ec. I have to redo Carbohydrates, fats and proteins, their uses, their importance to teens and yada yada. Going to do it with Lee Min and Jeanelle tommorow. ((: English test has no reference to real life. WHY ON EARTH MUST WE DO REPORT WRITING??? Break was fun. Izabella twirled me around and said I was loony. And Jeanelle agreed. BAHS. Stupid Yvonne went around hurting people. I swear. Small people should be banned. For Tamil, we protested vehemently that we had already done an exercise and when the teacher finally concided and went off the take something I asked the rest, HAS SHE DONE IT? And no, we have NOT done it. Bull shit, sia. Math. Boring. I showed the rest my story with hot, hot boys. ((: They said I was pervertic. THE THANKS I GET. After that went library with Jeanelle, Christa and Ee Lin. YAY! Home Ec. after. Baked GROOOOOOOOS Sardine Pastaries. It tasted how it was supposed to but, ew. Sardine. Got called out to do the thing for the bit-h who is so full of fu-king shit. LALS. After that, some of us went back to Exam Venue to be cam whores. Lols. Took a picture of my panties. So hot, they are! Then various weird ones. AND WITH ALL OF US POINTING OUR MIDDLE FINGERS. Mummy don't see this. Jeanelle sent me an SMS with fu-k in it. Then my mom saw. HAHAHAHAAHAHHAHA. And her 6 year old cousin saw the message I sent her with fu-k in it. We are screwed shits. Listening to Doppleganger the Second, my iPod. SOOOOOOOO EXCITED!
Your laugh, your smile.
Bindhu. ((:

2007-05-06T05:26:00.000-07:00
I AM SO EUPHORIC! I GOT AN iPOD NANO! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-04T00:27:00.000-07:00
HAHAHIHI. Today Tamil Paper. It was SOOOOOOO whatever. Gonna fail it anyway. IT was...interesting, to say the least. Sha, Christa and I were saying crap on Yvonne's blog, then she got really angry. So, it was beggin time. Ohhhhhhhhh, well, it turned out OK. Chem, was thankfully one period. BHAHAH. Ee Lin has to do a reflection on why she did not hand up the attendance list. So, Christa said to write that because Ms Liang is hideous she repented by not handing in the list. We cracked up. So Jeanelle and Yvonne asked us why were laughing then we told them why. OH, AND YVONNE, I STILL HAVE NOT FORGIVEN YOU FOR MAKING ME WANT TO PUKE WHILST I WAS EATING MY TERRIAKI CHICKEN! Anywayyyys, after Chem Ms Liang asked if any of us wanted to help her carry something. Mich, Cristy, Yvonne, Lee Min, Jeanelle and I ran out. Hmm. You can guess why. So when we reached down, that STUPID Cristy Ang pulled my PANTS DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWN. They saw what colour it is too. BLEAHS. Break,we all teased ASS-ther about her infatuation with LiangLiang. Whatever. LiangLiang is les. Butch. For PE, 6 vs. 6. Interesting opponents. JEANELLE, 'VONNE, EE LIN, CHRISTA, SHA AND I AGAINST.... CRISTY, MICHELLE, KIM-HO, ABBY, ASS-THER AND LEE MIN. Yah, super fun! We shook hands first. And we really played badly. I screamed whenever the ball came near me. During Lit, nearly died laughing when ****** ran in her clothes. She thundered across the room. Math. Lee Min and I poned class for like 15 min? We went down then the fire bell sounded. We were hoping that there was a REAL fire and OngOng got stuck in t. Damn. No such luck. Was passig notes and making people corrupted for the remainer of class. BWJJAAAHAHAHA

2007-05-02T04:35:00.000-07:00
LIT PLAY((:
AH! I doubt that I am going to do well for it. Everyone forgot their lines, so we were majorly impromptu. Pity Group 1, they couldn't finish theirs. Stupid Lee Min sprayed hair spray on my hand. :( After finishing our play(I WAS DECKED IN SHORTS THAT REALLY FALL OF ME. SERIOUSLY. Lucky I wore school shorts underneath it.) So I threw the shorts off then we(Christa, Yvonne, Abby, Lee Min and I) joined Cristy, Kim, Esther, Sha and Ee Lin at the back. BWHAHAHA. We were all lying on the yoga mats and were being RETARDED((: Christa and I passed 1.1 classroom since it's in a row: 1.1, 1.2, 1.3(YAY) and so on and so forth. Pris and Izabella and everyone of our P6 classmates(we are from Patience and Sincierity, so we both have a lot of P6 classmates in 1.1:) stared at us since we were both sill in our costumes shirts but in our PE shorts. Dring recess, sat with Jeanelle, Yvonne, Christa, Ee Lin, Lee Min, Sha, Esther, Kim, Cristy and Michelle. More with the former 4 though. The five of us. J,Y,C, E and the almighty ME were playing Head Count. We were hitting each others' heads according to whom we were sitting next to. When I demanded to know who started it, they all said YOU, BINDHU, YOU IDIOT! Ah, can just feel the love. After that Maths. Shit. Kim, Mich, Lee Min and I missed the first part cause we were "looking for tables and chairs." Ee Lin, Abby, Lee Min, Mich, Kim and I sat together and passed notes. Incriminating notes they were. With ducks. And stripping games. And boyfriends and girlfriends. >.=". Free period. Was disgusted, so Jeanelle and I ran off and splashed in the water. Mwhahahahaha. English test. I DREW ON CHRISTA's ARM. BWHAHAHAHA. She just rolled her eyes. Stupid Jeanelle. Left me on the bus to die alone. Whatever. i have evidence that she is small and horny. Clara, Pris? That porn video? Yeah, taped by Jeanelle, stupid child.

QUIZZES((:

2007-05-01T02:38:00.000-07:00
Bindhu, your position as youngest child shows most strongly in your social skills.

Similar to other youngest children, you are probably easygoing and charming. Because you were the youngest in the family, your natural survival instinct was to seek protection from older members of your family. To accomplish this, you learned some important skills. First, you leaned not to be shy about openly expressing your affection and love. In addition, you became adept at reading how people feel about you. You're likely very perceptive, and skilled at picking up on body language and other non-verbal cues. Like other youngest children, you tend to be outgoing, active and optimistic. You are probably excitable by nature and radiate confidence and happiness. As a rule, it is usually not difficult for you to make friends wherever you go.
That's right. I am the youngest. Whoop-dee-doo!
Bindhu, you're 35% masculine

This is based on how you scored on a variety of traits that, founded on classic research and our own studies, are typically associated with men.You're also 65% feminine, which is based on how you scored on traits that are typically associated with women. When we compare your results with other women it shows that you are somewhat more masculine than other women.
WTF???????? I AM OF THE MORE INTELLIGANT SPECIES. I AM!

2007-04-30T06:15:00.000-07:00
Sometimes, I just want an escape from reality, as cheesy and corny it sounds. And then, I read the entry that I wrote, I am impossibly revolted with myself. The maturity that I carefully create, though miniscule and nano-ish is kinda wasted. Then, I just catch myself complaining. And I get indignant as myself, I am a hypocrite, and I just can't stand it. And the thing is, my old friends, when I am with them, I just feel bored. No, not bored. Kind of stifled. I want to be in their presence and I enjoy it, but I feel like I can't be with them the way I used to be, looking upon others with slight scorn and mockery. Then, I realise that I really have changed an immeasurable amount. I'm disgustingly vulgar now, even uttering the F-word. Yes, sometimes I just feel like giving up all pretence. Then I get furious that Iam complaining. OH, Whatever.

2007-04-27T04:56:00.000-07:00
"If you don't risk anything you risk even more."
"Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead."
~Louisa May Alcott
"I don't think I belong with these pretty perfect houses on their curving streets named after famous dead people because I am not pretty or perfect. Everyone tells me I can be anything I want to be, but I know that's not true. I can never not be me." - Perfect World, by Brian James
"I'd much rather be a woman than a man. Women can cry, they can wear cute clothes and they are the first to be rescued off of sinking ships" - Gilda Radner
"The way I see it, you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain."
"Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of imagination."- Oscar Wilde
"My generation's apathy. I'm disgusted with it. I'm disgusted with my own apathy too, for being spineless and not always standing up against racism, sexism and all those other -isms the counterculture has been whinning about for years."- Kurt Cobain
"I think there's just one kind of folks. Folks." - To Kill A Mockingbird
"It is impossible to discourage the real writers - they don't give a damn what you say, they're going to write." ~Sinclair Lewis
"The role of a writer is not to say what we all can say, but what we are unable to say." ~Anaïs Nin
"I love writing. I love the swirl and swing of words as they tangle with human emotions." ~James Michener
"The pages are still blank, but there is a miraculous feeling of the words being there, written in invisible ink and clamoring to become visible." ~Vladimir Nabakov
"There are thousands of thoughts lying within a man that he does not know till he takes up the pen and writes." ~William Makepeace Thackeray
"What I like in a good author is not what he says, but what he whispers." ~Logan Pearsall Smith
"No one means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean, for words are slippery and thought is viscous." ~Henry Brooks Adams
"We write to taste life twice, in the moment and in retrospection."~Anais Nin
"I could no more write a historical romance than an epic poem. I could not sit seriously down to write a serious romance under any other motive that to save to my life;and if it were indispensable for me to keep it up and never relax into laughing at myself or other people, I am sure I should be hung before I had finshed the first chapter."~Jane Austen
"I believe that it is as much a right and duty for women to do something with their lives as for men and we are not going to be satisfied with such frivolous parts as you give us."~Louisa May Alcott
"Can a selfish egocentric jealous and unimaginative female write a damn thing worthwhile?"
"Let me live, love and say it well in good sentences"
"I wanted change and excitement and to shoot off in all directions myself, like the colored arrows from a Fourth of July rocket."
"I love him to hell and back and heaven and back, and have and do and will"
"Dying is an art, like everything else. I do it exceptionally well. I do it so it feels like hell. I do it so it feels real. I guess you could say I've a call."
" Remember, remember, this is now, and now, and now. Live it, feel it, cling to it. I want to become acutely aware of all I've taken for granted."
~Sylivia Plath(all)

Quote-Worthy QUOTES ((:

2007-04-26T03:34:00.001-07:00
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2007-04-26T03:12:00.000-07:00
"One night to you, lasted six weeks to me".
Yeah, it did.
"Just a bitter little pill now"
He wasn't hers. She wasn't his. That was something that she could not handle. Not now. Not ever. The pain, bleak and bitter swallowed her.
"Just to try to go to sleep"
Like that was possible.
"No more waking up to innocence"
He wasn't there to wake up to, to guide her. And all of her innocence, so child-like and wondorous. Gone.
"Say hello to hesitance"
Childish as it may be, she would never fully recover.

Lyrics from Pink! Artist, no shit.