Wow. It seems I have made a habit of using the com till the wee hours, and take a bath. I don't know. I feel kinda scared in the shower. I have no idea. And I heard this crash before I went in. But I just went in.

Whatever.



GOALS FOR NEXT TERM:
1. English-A1

I have to put my best foot forward and simply do better for it. I know, I can. I have the "potential". Or maybe I don't. But I have to get it. I feel so upset just knowing that my grasp for the language is slipping away.

2. Math-A1
From 80.6 to 85. I really need to maintain my A1. It's just this fear that I have. I know my Math is pretty good, definitely not the best. And sometimes I feel utterly guilty. Those people, who worked so hard for it. They failed. Whatever. I have to keep the constant 80's.

3. Tamil-A2
I hate myself for not trying to do my tamil-but I see no point. My brave facade of being proud of getting a B3 is in shatters. I don't understand a single word. Yet, I will press on. I must get an A2 for it. I know people might abstain against it. But. Hey. I need to put myself a grade forward, yeah? i DOUBT I can get an A2, but what the hell.

4. Physics-B4
I obtained an acceptable B3 for Bio and a degrading C5 for Chem. So, I figure, just put the grade in between. For what its worth, I know my Science sucks.

5. History-A2
I want one. Its not just the fact that the subject intrigues me, it's cause of the idea of doing well in a well thought boring subject. Oh well, Li En and Charmaine said that they like it. I trust their judgements.

6. Art-B4
For all those negligable subjects, I want a constant B4. Screw it, I don't care. It's just fucking ART.


Oh, and my personal goal is to stop swearing. Like I could. I do realise that many of the 6 Pa girls look at my blog, and are surprised about the change in the way I speak, the way I blog.

Well, I guess we all have changed. The 6 Pa spirit is dwindling, the blog is dead. So, how about just laying off, yeah???


It's a Friday Morning, and I'm still here.



"You look at me, curious about what I'm made up."