God, my head is throbbing. I yearn for Snow Patrol and its' mellow vibes, but it is simply a catalyst for the pain.

So, my throat is not hurting. It's just this inspid itch that wants to be scratched. But is physically impossible.

My nose is all icky and my ears keep popping whenever I sneeze. I don't want to sleep, it's inexplicably hot. I want an air conditioned surrounding, but that would just be ridiculous. My nose will clog up and make me wanna die.

Last whole night, till about 2 I was using the computer, and slept for a bout an hour and a half. After that, I read. Read the books that are yellow and tearing. That's how many times I have read it in the past 3 years.

"You were never really here."